{"id":1113,"date":"2025-01-13T15:09:00","date_gmt":"2025-01-13T15:09:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/marcin.wserwis.waw.pl\/?p=1113"},"modified":"2025-02-12T00:31:40","modified_gmt":"2025-02-12T00:31:40","slug":"po-ustalenia-wstepne","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mwieczorek.pl\/?p=1113","title":{"rendered":"Po. Ustalenia wst\u0119pne"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">Widzia\u0142em ojca, jak si\u0119 stacza w \u015bmier\u0107,<br>jak w ciasn\u0105 definicj\u0119 chce go zamkn\u0105\u0107<br>La Belle Dame Sans Merci. \u015amier\u0107,<br>kt\u00f3ra ma\u0142a jest, \u015bmieszna jest, martwa.<br>Widzia\u0142em, jak w zapami\u0119taniu<br>siebie w sobie szuka,<br>kiedy s\u0142\u00f3w znale\u017a\u0107 nie mo\u017ce i my\u015bli, my\u015bli.<br>Widzia\u0142em, jak \u015bwiat odbiera mu siebie,<br>a on stara si\u0119, \u017ceby pozosta\u0107 w ca\u0142o\u015bci.<br>Gniewa\u0142 si\u0119, \u017ce ludzie pod powiekami roznie\u015b\u0107 go mog\u0105<br>po \u015bmierci. Widzia\u0142em, jak godno\u015bci szuka<br>i jak wa\u017cna jest dla niego, w nim.<br>W wychudzonej d\u0142oni, na kt\u00f3rej sk\u00f3ra wisia\u0142a jak szmata,<br>trzyma\u0142 fili\u017cank\u0119 star\u0105, nasz\u0105, domow\u0105. Nie pyta\u0142em go o nic,<br>bo czu\u0142o\u015b\u0107 czu\u0142em, smutek snu\u0142 mi si\u0119 pod powiekami<br>jak pies, jak \u017cywe zwierz\u0119. Jego w sobie czu\u0142em, (wy)czuwa\u0142em.<br>\u015amier\u0107 jego. Nie m\u00f3wi\u0142em. Nie pyta\u0142.<br>Bliski tak daleki. \u015awit, zmierzch, \u015bwit.<br><\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Widzia\u0142em ojca, jak si\u0119 stacza w \u015bmier\u0107,jak w ciasn\u0105 definicj\u0119 chce go zamkn\u0105\u0107La Belle Dame Sans Merci. \u015amier\u0107,kt\u00f3ra ma\u0142a jest, \u015bmieszna jest, martwa.Widzia\u0142em, jak w zapami\u0119taniusiebie w sobie szuka,kiedy s\u0142\u00f3w znale\u017a\u0107 nie mo\u017ce i my\u015bli, my\u015bli.Widzia\u0142em, jak \u015bwiat odbiera mu siebie,a on stara si\u0119, \u017ceby pozosta\u0107 w ca\u0142o\u015bci.Gniewa\u0142 si\u0119, \u017ce ludzie pod powiekami roznie\u015b\u0107 go&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"_kad_post_classname":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1113","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-wiersze"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mwieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1113","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mwieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mwieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mwieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mwieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1113"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mwieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1113\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1490,"href":"https:\/\/mwieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1113\/revisions\/1490"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mwieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1113"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mwieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1113"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mwieczorek.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1113"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}